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2009-09-01T17:56:00.003+08:00

its been a long time... and there have been many memories.

but fred is not meant to be a pk.

should have realised long ago.

visit me now at originalfred.blogspot.com

where original means me.

where fred is just fred.

:)

see ya peeps.

i wish

2009-08-31T19:31:00.002+08:00

i wish i could leap back in time, undo the things that i did. i wish i could take back that message, take back that word, that sentence.

crying silently into a pillow, realising that my life is falling apart. relationships, school, parents, myself. wish i could just take that leap back into time...

crying about YOU.

i try to tell myself, its alright its ok. brothers are most important right? but no. i have to think of you.

why the fuck?

why the fuck?

WHY THE FUCK?

fred... brothers are MOST IMPORTANT.

-.-

2009-08-31T18:40:00.002+08:00

peeps im not that lame to jw about these kind of things. its was a real fucking meeting. anyways, today kinda rocked and sucked at the same time. sucked cos brother zhihao wuz sick and i had to accompany him for like 1 plus hours wandering around school while he vomit. but feel damn bad for him cos he is like suffering man. yeas. *sob* ok. it sucked too cos got bashed by mean girls faith and sher in the hall. :O kays after school went back to primary school. its weird... when i went back last year, everybody like kind of looked down on me like they always do. but this year, i sort of became 'accepted'. i've realised that i've changed so much over the past six months, that even my pri school friends don't see the old person in me... am i just some pai kia now? stupid. but it was kind of nice to be back with old friends. love you peeps even though you made my 4+ years of primary school hell. and im craving for fishball soup again. and fishball noodles and fishball rice and fishball nasi lemak and fishball rojak and fishball chocolate and fishball everything. miss fishballs man... ALOT.

hoho

2009-08-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

today is so happening. so so happening. okays, morning i come school, i walk damn slowly. like one step at a time. go up and down stairs also one step at a time. when goin up to class, cos i was like walking very slowly, cos leg pain. than this FAT ASS MALAY FUCKER pushed me cos he thinks im like trying to be funny. i look back and hesitated cos like i also dunno whether he got play one, later become big thing, than like racial riot.(haha) but seriously, was damned pissed off. only thing stopping me was my maturity. hoho. but if i found out he never play gang im gonna find that FAT ASS MALAY FUCKER. lets just call him FAMF. :) ok. me and JunQian in math lesson today, keep laughing like siao like that. haha. cos like we see this video on his phone of this teacher that fall down, and its damn funny i swear. had us laughing for like 10 mins. we laugh till we cry. HAHA. btw, rojak boys, you are too good. somemore now my leg injured. so satay boys cant challenge rojak boys jumpstyle. :) we also dunno how :) we just dance satay style. :) anyways rojak tastes better than satay. so Rojak boys win. :)

went to ching fu's house after school. learnt quite a bit bout him. :) quite nice to be alone and just talk with someone. suppose to go meeting with him, but !*&@@&* dad ask me go back early cos going out at night. :( so didnt get to meet his 'brothers'. hope he dont get scolded by his lao da.:O i thinks he is trying to pull me. :O

fred... decide!!

2009-08-26T21:01:00.001+08:00

its time to decide properly... i've decided that if im gonna step one gangster,i might as well become one... or not at all. and so... NAH. i dun wanna be one. after talking to ching fu? and TKL? i've decided to say.. NOPEE this life is not for me. TKL talked about lots of his life, when he was younger. he said he has been in every prison in singapore? wow. he was in changi prison for 15 years. but he told me he has changed? and that if i didnt want to end up like him, than dun be ah beng. wa, learn lots of things from him. hoho. thanks TKL, though you dont read my blog.

i also dunno why i suddenly talk about this sort of stoopid things. training today was killa. zane managed to knee my thigh(accidently lurh) and make me limp all the way home. -.- by the way, happy birthday sher. this is probably the thousandth time i wished you alr. :D

priorities, priorities. get it straight fred. fred had decided friends come first. brothers forever yeah? girls are just TOO complicated. so lets kick somemore asses together SATAY BOYS. WOO. go patrick jumpen lets go JUMPSTYLE on the canteen tables...

I.AM.FRED

2009-08-21T22:20:00.004+08:00

lots and LOTS of problems recently. go ask dingrong. he's been hearing ALL my problems. thanks big brother. :D okays. today i was damn DAMNED damn DAMN emo nemo cos of certain stoopid stuffs that cost a very valued friendship... actually i was the one who destroyed the special relationship.. anyway. this morning, came to CCK interchange, but all the guys went to school alr. so i just sat on a bench, and i sort of began to daydream?? about all the times we had together, happy and sad. and i was DAMNED sad that i wrecked it. and so i was down there daydreaming on the bench till like 7.30. and i suddenly 'woke up'. so took 188 to school and was late. emo-ed for the whole morning. btw kids, if you were wondering where i was in the first half of math lesson, i was actually pouring my freaking heart out to big brother. so yeas. tried to make it sound funny. but it wasn't funny at all. felt lots of anguish, anger. dunno why. felt like beating the crap out of someone. for no reason. so i asked morgan for sparring. but he's like kinda scared of me now, i dunno why. maybe cos i beat the crap out of him last time... and that was a friendly. i hope hope HOPE that... everything could just be the same again... but its abit too late now. btw, i've decided to change. i've decided to become the strong and silent type. :D and also to TRY to be happy from now on. yeaps. see ya kids.

SAD

2009-08-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

confused. but i love YOU. but you don't know.

urgh

2009-08-15T16:31:00.002+08:00

what really sucked today was that i had to wake up at 7 plus and go gombak cos my little bro forgot to bring his stupid beret for his stupid band pratice. so yeah, started off really grumpy this morning. had breakfast with parents at gombak. yesterday was a riot, lets start with after school? after school supposed to be bball training, but i had to go off at 3 cos i had to go for a play at night with my literature class? so accompanied zhihao samuel for abit during 5k, than decided to go up the mountain and piss. wow, its wonderful to piss in nature. HAHA. met ding rong when we came out of the trail, so went back to school with him. than balled awhile, homed at 3. went home, bathed, changed, than out at 5 to meet amanda gerald(the midget) justin. i swear justin is damn funny. haha. none of the girls wore tube top :( gerald and i were hoping we could pull someones tube top off. HAHA. :) kays ate at BK wtf. with valerie cherylho amira syafiqah justin amanda gerald. than than than we went to cityhall to meet the rest. Katy(ms.goh :D) led us to the theatre, turns out we are too freaking early. super paranoid ah she. oh ya, renee you PS kia. than so we have like 1 hour to kill, basically wandered around till 8. than the play started. its sort of like a musical, except not so boring? seriously its damn funny too, got one guy sing about his erection WTF?? HAHA. and during the play, me and gerald had a real laugh whacking darren and julius head. they so suay, sit in front of us. HAHAHHAA. play ended around 10? went to suntec with amanda, bryant(the acbc bowler). i swear bryant is damn extra. meant to eat with amanda only, than he tag along. -.- ate at kfc. discovered lots of things. haw haw. homed at 11. dead tired i swear. thats all folks. :)

sian...

2009-08-13T17:51:00.003+08:00

do you guys have the feeling that my blog is growing dead?? i think maybes gonna delete it soon. this week not really exciting, only exciting shits is when after school i crawled into the locked bball court to get balls that lijie zhihao elgin bu xiao xin throw inside. than than my mom was like there watching me for like 5 mins and i didnt know. :O than so i finally saw her, so i quickly crawl back out(haw haw) and go meet her. first thing she says is, why you keep saying fuck and cb. haha. i gg. :) now sort of on probation. :O

fred comes back from bball... again.

2009-08-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

isn't that boring. my life currently is filled with one thing... BALLS. Basketball, basketball, basketball and erm... balls. yeah. today was'nt really interesting. national day celebration really really sucked. i mean, really. its was so damned boring. should have skipped with JunQian. after that went to bball with the guys at ytcc till 5, then homed. yeas so shacked out now. man, the only interesting thingie this week was that i sparred with morgan on thurs. yea. lets have the analysis...

Basically morgan's sparring technique is that he had no technique. yups, he just goes straight in and anyhow whacko. his punches are fast and furious, but dont hurt much. so, pretty useless. however, during his hitting spree, i cant touch him. so yeah, something like a combo attack or something. yeas so the fight went like... i give him a few hard hits which make him do the combo thingie. it only lasted 1 min by the way. i think i won cos after the fight he could'nt talk. HAHA. dont know why i spar also. i think it helps me to destress. :)

today, something happened at ytcc, makes me have a old craving. all because of... zhi hao. but but but but somebody really really close to me... really really doesn't want me to do that. so, its a dilemma people. help me solve it.

fred comes back from bball training

2009-07-31T22:36:00.002+08:00

fred comes back from bball training shacked out and totally whammed. im damn tired now i swear. after training had dinner with the guys, marcus melvin zhihao dingrong glen elgin. did weird things like play catching with zhi hao at the playground and doing jumpstyle with techno. HAHA. i swear marcus is damn funny, but you all wont understand the joke. HAHA. too bad. i poured all the chilli. green chilli red chilli sweet chilli onto some fried rice and ate it all. all the guys all go wa OMG fred thats so spicy OMG he really ate it! OMG OMG OMG but actually tastes normal, just a little soggy. WTH man. okays went homed with zhihao glen elgin dingrong seriously me and zhi hao damn lame on the bus, pretending we are Clementi Lane and that we are recruiting elgin glen dingrong. WTH. dingrong through out have the WTF face. HAHAHA. fave moment of this week is when chinese teacher scold me in canteen. i own her ASS man. long story bout why she scold me but like the whole canteen looking at me HAHA. she keep talking lots of crap and then i say ' than ni yao ze me yang??!!' than she diam diam HAHAHAHA. what can she do sial. PISS OFF I HATE CHINESE LANGUAGE IT SUCKS!! by the way im still loving Fishball but you better go and stead with you know who yeas.

fredthemushroom

2009-07-30T17:35:00.002+08:00

im hating my mushroom head. okays,nothing much to write about cept' that i love fishball.:) lol bball training really rocks yeah. but the running is killa.5km every training??!! WTF man. not used to this kind of hardship. :D DINGRONG, REMEMBER TO EAT MORE BEEF!! :) than can become like me so muscular and fit. HAHA. LOLLOLLYLOLOLOLPOP. RANDOM TYPING!!!!! Woo yeahs oh man that rocks oh yeah this day sucks but then oh no i saw that in there and then lol it did that and bam and wham bla. YEAH!! \m/

sadded

2009-07-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

okays so have'nt updated in ages... :( my life is not worth blogging about anyways. its all school and stupid stuff and FISHBALL BABY. :D just waiting for my hair to grow back... :( super duper duper duper super super extra duper duper super duper duper sadded bout my hair kays at least it looks better than zane's hair though HAHA. by the way fishball is my favourite food now. :D

bad hair

2009-07-18T20:52:00.001+08:00

LOL PEEPS... my stupid hair is cos the person dunno what is overlap, anyhow go cut high slope for me... FUCK HIM. IM SUPER SAD NOW KAY!

:D

2009-07-13T18:07:00.001+08:00

me and ZHI HAO are officially... tattoo-fied. YUPS. :) he has a small star on his hand and i have a medium star on my bulging bicep. :D show ya peeps tomorrow!!

:(

2009-07-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

my blog sucks. cant be bothered to go change the theme though. FUCK IT.

WINDEMERE

2009-07-11T19:38:00.002+08:00

okays dunno why friday aloy so emo dun wan join us, straight away went home. hmph. anyways was friday was really nice. me zhihao dingrong elgin zhenyang and OF COURSE JUNQIAN went Lot 1 to grab a bite before deciding to go JunQian house for pool. kays so as usual did stupid things along the way. :D reached there and found out its fully booked... WTF. and so went up to his house and threw oranges down from the ninth floor HAHA. Zhihao siao he throw lots of oranges into the swimming pool. oh ya friday zhihao also siao go buy cigarette from seven11. HAHA. anyways we all decided to go swimming though we don't have extra underwear HAHA. JunQian had to lend lots of pants to us. :D swimmming went great.. zhihao keep bully me. :( hehe. JunQian go suggest we have royal rumble on this platform in the middle of the swimming pool WTF we had lots of fun wrestling on top there HAHA. slacked lots in the pool before going up to get changed and then HOME with dingrong zhihao elgin. NOT HAPPY?? COME WINDEMERE SWIMMING POOL SETTLE UH!! :D

:(

2009-07-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

the little gangster won't be updating so often now. and i wuz reflecting bout past friendships and relationships... and i realised i have lost lots of good friends... that i took for granted...

by the way... i wuz never in THE clique, nicole... what was the reason?? i finally manage to ask the question after three years so yeah.

and i'm giving this to all of ya. _l_

am i me?

2009-07-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

i like being me. i don't give a damn to whatever other pple say. including YOU. though i will always love YOU. xF

Best day EVER.

2009-07-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
Me and JunQian went Yew Tee Point to get some lettuce for his mom so went ntuc and i decided to get a trolley to sit in cos my legs were damn tired. Yes, a SUPERMARKET trolley. :) well me and JQ had lots of fun pushing it around ntuc with everybody staring at us. WTH go get lettuce become such an adventure. :) anyways pay finish lettuce, JQ says push around the first level. WTH. dunno why i agree to it also. anyways it was wild man he push me at full speed like initial D!! :) i think i'm a legend in Yew Tee Point already. hehe.

the SCHEDULE:
school was normal, felt like sparring though.the old fire is re-kindled...

after school slacked around Lot 1 with Zhi Hao Aloyy Zane... and OF COURSE JunQian. they had me do some Michael Jackson dance on a 'stage'. pai seh eh.

went JQ house with Zhi Hao.
Watched TV there cos dunno what to do.
end up go to HDB block and disturb pple. i swear JQ is SIAO one ar. :) he ring doorbell and shake the gate and scream very loud then we all quickly run into lift. WTF.

BLA BLA Zhi Hao went home. Me and JunQian had our Initial D experience.

Went back to JQ house to bball. Totally owned there i blocked some guy 3 times ok.

this day totally ROCKED.

and i dunno what happened but my relationships with certain pple... what was there before is slowly slipping away. i guess its time to choose which side to stand on i can't forever stand in the middle. so sorry J.

ZHI HAO

2009-07-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

ZHI HAO
The person i had my first smoke with.
The person who taught me to play bball everyday after school and not study.
The person who taught me to anyhow shout at teachers.
The person who taught me sparring.
The person who taught me how to bully kids smaller than you.
What a GREAT friend. :)

huh

2009-07-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

seriously dont anyhow come find trouble with me i also nvr gl you nor heard bout you before. anyways today was funniness again. mad man JunQian was stopping escalators at Lot 1 today again! haha. i think he already stop ten in total. so stupid. anyways was really stupid in geog class today with elgin aloyy lisen. hehe.

oh man the funnyness can't stop...

2009-07-01T20:47:00.002+08:00

today wuz so funneh i swear. was at bus stop to go home with zhi hao dingrong elgin aloyy glen anthony zane and of course JunQian. then got this group of a few small malay boys, lyke primary school one. haha they all holding pieces of rope like going gangfight like that. i pretend wanna fight them, they all puzzled, scared. then one fat cute malay boy from a distance start doing stupid sick dance at me then they all show middle finger haha. wa they all really xiao pai kia eh. i pretend chase them they all ji tao run away HAHA. so cute. but when they grow up i think all become gangster. so sad. i love sher. :)

what a LAUGH.

2009-06-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

HAHA. Today was a laugh. Kays school wasn’t that interesting, only highlight was during math period me and JunQian go down buy drink. (: the guys so kind wait for me finish my punishment. (: so went with dingrong elgin aloyy zhihao and of course JunQian to eat lunch at Lot 1. and so JunQian, when we taking escalator up to eat at foodcourt, he presses the stop button of the escalator. WTH. Everybody like jerk forward. HAHA. We all cracked up. Ate and then coming down, the last escalator, the STOOPID JunQian press the stop button again. WTH. This time got even more pple, they all jerk forward. Haha. What a laugh. But we all very pai seh man. anyway thanks FAITH and SHER for poking me awake today, so sleepy man. hehe.

yes no yes no yes no

2009-06-27T16:14:00.002+08:00

argh effing hols left me with stupid mood swings dunno why also. EFF it all. stupid lurh . anyways found out ah pui formerly from AST?? WTF. where got pple join for half a year only. stupid only ah. FUCK my mood swings. i swear im damn fucked up now. ARGH. go fuck around everybody.

fuck it all. i cant bother to give a fuck bout anything anymore.

booyeah

2009-06-26T17:36:00.000+08:00

towned yesterday. caught transformers 2. i swear it sucks. everything is just exploding exploding exploding, but megan fox was hot haha. baby hottest. hehe. had lots of fun with the guys... benedict, dont think we will ever forget jasper and his 'sticky hands' eh?? hehe inside joke brudders. ok tits was so kind he blanja tickets. ya, though the movie sucked, thanks tits! (: hehe me love sitting on long escalators. i swear L4D is boring. but still had to play cos the guys like it. stupid... could'nt play pool also cos the pool there must be 16 and above?? WTF. stupid kok kok uncle. force me to lan. eff him forever. hehe. k homed around 10 with tits and lincoln. the others take mrt... losers. hehe. wow tits so happening go clubbing with his frens at holland v. left me and lincoln. haha so poor thing missed his stop in the end have to walk all the way?? so was quite good day yesterday yeas.

i'm so torn up inside. love is the only thing stopping me. i guess i needed you more than i tot? without you i'm scared i will let myself go and do what i really want... BFF B.

yeah thats the way

2009-06-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

GOD this blog is turning into emo shitz. I gotta change back to me again. WOO guys sorry it took me so long but its the fred who don't give a heck to anybody or anything again. :)

in love...

2009-06-23T22:20:00.003+08:00

went off-shore fishing on sat... :D so fun! hehe. sorry guys posting very little cos com having some problem. :( baby i need you don't go away.

i think im in love... the moment i saw her face in the picture...it was love at first sight

piack

2009-06-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

im a heart breaker, you're a heart breaker, i'm i'm i'm a heartbreaker...

regrets, it was a stupid thing you did fred.

:D

2009-06-17T20:32:00.002+08:00

hais finally got out of the $#!@$%^ house for chinese project in school yesterday, till bout 2pm?? then decided on spur of moment to go dear junqian house. he say can, so im at Lot 1 alr when he says no meet at 3.30 instead??!! so what does the poor little gangster do for 1 hour?? decided to go lao da house(ding rong!!). haha had some trouble finding it. thanks ding rong!! so finally went to junqian house... had a weird feeling cause lke nvr jw for so so long... so junqian ask me practice haha. kays played bball then waded in the pool(wet my undies in the process!!) and so needed to borrow undies from him HAHA i swear he will kill me for saying this HEHE. we all in the pool actin g like hunks, all the pri. school girls having bbq is staring at us HAHA. i think... anyways went up, changed bacl, and then i borrowed his aviator glasses then we went down and act paikia in front of the guard cos according to him this indian guard is very kb one HAHA. sooo i have to walk sapla to buy drink, walk sapla to throw away drink, anyhow stare stare pple also. heehee. around 6 left his house went to church for drum lessons i play like travis barker on steroids. :) hehe. homed around 10.

ERR.

2009-06-15T15:27:00.002+08:00

the saga continues... the phillipine girl suddenly ask me 'Can i be your girlfriend'. okays i sat there stunned for awhile and then i block her from chat list HAHAHA. thats funny. .... sorry only have lame stuff to type cos im under house arrest. #!$^!&#^$#%$. anyways went to a 'family reunion' BBQ at a chalet except no adults there only cousins and i swear all my cousins are damn CHIO can. Seriously. but then all older then me. :( sorry no pics cos forgot the camera. still, they ask to take photos with me. :) missing all you guys. MAN HATING MY HOUSE SO MUCH I SWEAR IM GONNA RUN AWAY.

err...

2009-06-10T21:32:00.004+08:00

err... this weird phillipine girl from facebook is stalking me online manxz. W-E-I-R-D. creepy too. i had this weird 30 something malaysian woman stalk me on friendster before, like keep sending me msgs on friendster. scary i tell you this pple. just because i cant help that im so hot and handsome. :D okok so far childrens camp at mmy church doing well well well. and somehow all the girls seem attracted to me.... weird. :) :) err... im ggetting scareder cos im chatting with the phillipine girl as i type this post and shes starting to say weird things like i think youre intelligent... ERR... pls im NOT interested in yous i wish i coulod tell her that. ARGH.

yay :)

2009-06-08T10:59:00.002+08:00

yay faith is back yay yay yay. :D ohoh sorry pple havent been writing. im under house arrest for hols. :( so tagg me pple, cheer me up.. :) well well guess who i saw on sat.... andre. okok you all dont know him, he's my pri sch fren. yeas and guess how i met him? it was 11pm and just came back from a fun night out with church frens and i was waiting for lift to come and hey presto its the man himself walking past! and i was like hi. and he went hi. and then he just walk past. WTH man. i tot old friends would have something like a huge hug or like be excited or something. oh yeas bbut then i forgot its the reason i came to dunearn in the first place, to get away from these pple. :(

faith is bak yay yay yay

2009-06-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

2009-06-04T17:37:00.001+08:00

kayak yak yak.. :)

2009-06-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

kayz kayaking with baby was fun. :) funner than i expected. baby sucks at kayaking haha. :) was really peaceful at kayaking, didnt jw or gl anybody :) i realised that when im around you guys, i have this urge to jw or do some weird stuff :) so with baby its all talking bout life and peaceful silence... :) im now officially same skin colour as all nigerians. which makes me all the more hunky... HAHA. miss faith LOL.

peacez... :)

tearing me away...

2009-06-02T09:51:00.002+08:00

i realised, that the life i lead now.... was shaped by the people around me. I dont have a unique identity to call my own. i am who they want me to be. i wish i could just break free, be myself again. but i guess after three years of this its impossible. my mom says, theres no spark in my eyes anymore, no more air of innocence around me... maybe because you have grown up, she says. but i know, this is not me. its them wanting me to be them. or is it me wanting me to be them?? i so wanna break free of this mold, its tearing me apart from Father too. Father watches over me, and i guess he's feeling really sad about how my life has turned out. i used to be closer to him, but now we are like strangers... i didnt know i had that sort of leadership, you know guys, in my sunday school, everyones sort of following me now and hanging onto my every word... and im leading them astray. everyone of them is slowly following me away from Father, and he must be very very disappointed. audrey tan, you woke me up.

lets repair this tattered life...

:)

2009-05-29T20:29:00.001+08:00

i love sher BABY.

EFF parents teacher meet

2009-05-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

parents teacher meet was so stressful can. everyone of the teachers said my attitude sucked bigtime. My dads face was like getting from normal to grey, than black, than blacker, and finally red than pink. interesting i tell you. anyways i sit there and pretend to be sad at my results. i think i can join mediacorp. actually got an offer from hollywood to star in a show called'Fred goes Gangster'. but then i didnt accept cos the pay is like only a million a week can. WTH sia. :) when i was back home shitting i suddenly realise that im actually sad at my results... :( and so i message BABY and she gives me encouragement!! :) yay cheer me up can :) :)

baby!

2009-05-26T21:49:00.001+08:00

cant wait to kayak with my baby. :)

thats IT

2009-05-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

thats IT. grounded for eternal life.

i had to finish what i started

piccies!! :)

2009-05-24T10:31:00.006+08:00

we spotted these 2 paikia at vivo. very scary eh.
everybody!!
birthday boy making a wish
DIRTY FEET!! :)

OMG CRAZYY DAYY :)

2009-05-20T09:14:00.002+08:00

hahaha yesterday was absolutely CRAZEH!! last day of exams so we all headed Lot 1 to eat lunch and in the bus stupid jokester junqian is at it again. He's sitting beside some primary school boy, and he starts pretending to falll asleep on the boys shoulder and i pretend to wake him up HAHA. seriously the boy damn irritated. :) hahaha and then JunQian starts coughiing and sneezing super loud at the boy, and he is so REAL that the malay woman behind him starts covering her mouth WTH HAHAHA. she is seriously damn scared of JunQian cos she tot his coughing and sneezing are real HAHAHA. haha, had a real laugh in the bus, everybody starts covering nametag cos junqian is attracting lots of attention :D kays went Lot 1 eat haha lots of JW there too and then bussed to Yew tee cc. haha there we got no ball and SO, you know the usual. We went to look for TROUBLE HAHA. the JunQian again ah :) he suggest we go doorbell ringing haha. me, LijiE, Zhihao, JunQian go disturb kindergarten haha seriously junqian cracked us up laughing he pull aside the kindergarten curtain and shouted inside haha all the children shocked HAHA :) :) we all ran like hell after tat!! :D then we went up the block to ringg doorbells!! EFF the JunQian he go pull the liftdoors apart make us STUCKK between 8 floor and 7 floor!!! we all so scared only junqian down there say 'nvm one , its ok, we willl just go to the nearest floor and stop there then can go out' seriously EFF him man give us all such a scare. Next time we all know NOT to take a lift with junqian anymore forever and ever!!!! :) after that we alight 7 floor jitao run all the way down the stairs hahaha zhi hao every floor press the doorbells!!! LijiE damn suay i tell you he run last HAHA lucky he nvr kena anybody. :) seriously EFFING FUNNY DAY :) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :) :):) :)

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2009-05-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

YOU are the only reason standing between me joining.

im going CRAZY!! :)

2009-05-18T14:06:00.001+08:00

pple, if i random msg you crap like goodnight or chain msg pls ignore!! :) cos i am going crazyyy.

i still love you. :)

pple...

2009-05-16T22:33:00.001+08:00

I'M NOT AN EMO BOY BOY

funneh!!

2009-05-16T17:15:00.002+08:00

wednesday wuz sooo funneh funneh funneh. ok like wednesday after school i went home with the guys, junqian zane dingrong aloy. haha i was playing with the sign at the back of the bus, you know the card thingie tat says like '188'. yeas then junqian, the JW master, tell me to steal it. HAHA. i say dun stupid la. but the freaking stupid zanne took it and stuff it in his bag!! :) HAHAHA. than he says OH NO IT DOESNT FIT IN MY BAG. HAHAHA. then the freaking junqian go take the sign and put it back upside down. WTH. It was freaking funny. I laughed till my abs fell out. then, when we came down, we saw it. guessed what it wrote.. 881. HAHAHA. funny funny funny. oh by the way the bird is gone. :(

random ppiiccttuurreess!!!!

2009-05-14T14:03:00.002+08:00

acting SEXY

Me with some CUTE boy.

baby :)

2009-05-14T14:01:00.001+08:00

SHERLYN is NEEDED.

suckie day

2009-05-13T19:47:00.002+08:00

shit man i like totally flunked my chemistry paper. Like left the whole..13 mark??.. question blank. EFF the setter. Started feeding the birdie worms... disgusting ah. Somemore my dad use his hands to pick the worms!!! i dont dare, i use plastic gloves :) Found out the adult bird is worth like 500++??!! WOW!! :) :)

yay, no more feelings for you HAHAHA i dont need you anymore HAHAHAHAAhahahah. not that you needed me anymore.

BIRDIEE!!

2009-05-12T18:18:00.002+08:00

THIS BIRDIE SO CUTE!!

Found this BIRD downstairs brought it up gave it food, water. ITS SO CUTE SERIOUSLY. it shits everywhere though, URGH.

wonder where did your mommy go...

crybaby.

2009-05-11T14:29:00.001+08:00

frederick why are you a fucking crybaby. why did you have to fucking think of her again. i thought you were tough fred. FUCK THAT BITCH. why do you have to make it so painful for me. i cant believe im still thinking about you after its been so long. frederick, its not right to tell other pple to forget stuffs when you cant even forget that bitch.

love... :)

2009-05-09T22:43:00.001+08:00

i love you sherlyn. lets lead a happy life together.

:) sorry xiaofaith its been two years but ive found someone else

snapping out of that...

2009-05-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

today sucked big time. i like totally crapped up my SS paper. EFF IT MAN. i just realized that playing for half the year doesnt really mean you can pass MYE. ok after school wuz happier, went to Lot 1 for short while with JunQian, hunting for his spectacles. Couldnt find haha. Went to toilet, he dared me throw toilet paper into one of the cubicles which had an old uncle inside HAHA. i delayed delayed in the end chickened out haha.

you're starting to get out of my system...

the Reason...

2009-05-07T16:52:00.002+08:00

...wuz reminded of the painful past. I miss you. I feel guilty that i havent thought about you for months. But have you thought about me?? i guess not. it was so easy to forget me, so easy to let go of me, to cut me off. i miss you, the smell of your hair, your laughter. but do you miss me?? a friend of mine once said...'Men come and go like buses' was i just a bus to you?? i guess i was too serious, i guess i was to young then... i had even planned our wedding, how we were going to have two kids, how we were going to live in a big house together, forever. i had almost forgotten you, forgotten all this.... these painful memories. Did you have to end it that way? i loved you. you were the first girl that i ever cryed about. did you know the pain i felt when we were seperated? i cryed to sleep.

maybe i was young then...

2009-05-05T18:05:00.001+08:00

okays this is a continuation of the post beloww. on the way outa math class to freedom, saw some justin guyy quarreling with some marvin guyy bout some weird spamming blog stuff and sheralyn was like acting ah lian there OH MY GAWD she seriously fails and looks like some naggy grandmother. Anyways, long long story behind it bout somebody use the Daniel name spam blog then the sheralyn complain to marvin then marvin go ask around his scouts whether they know someone called Daniel then the justin say he know one Daniel very GL one thenn marvin go look for Daniel then Daniel say not him then Marvin ask Justin say sorry to Daniel, ask him kneel down say sorry WTH. Anyways this is all lame shit. me and JunQian interfere HAHA wanted to save Justin turns out he wuz the one wrong manxz double WTH and i wuz like asking sheralyn what happened in the first place and she was like stay out of this. WAH, SO AH LIAN EH. I VERY VERY SCARED! anyways, enough of that lame crap. still missing xiao sher and xiao faith manxz they are so far from me nowww. boohoo. HAHA Lijie kena pushed very very hard by miss Rin Jelly Buttocks cos he laughing at the JunQian while rin is scolding him WTH man HAHA. in the end Jelly Butt said sorry WTH HAHA. went home tgt with JunQian talk lots on bus bout serious stuff haha. JunQian keep glaring at Min Yu, then tell me she very GL keep staring at us. I was like WTH man i know her she knows me shes staring at my handsome face la. hahaha he was like wlao why nvr tell me earlier. anyway JunQian whats wrong with you you keep pressure me to join HAHA.

serious cheesy apple

2009-05-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

seriously i don't know what to put for the titles so im just writing what ever crap i can think of. :) hee hee. okok mon sparred with glen cos Ding Yang's Minnie Mouse dont let him fight WTH anyways should start picking on my own size cos glens reach seriously owns mine.

reflectionn...

2009-05-03T10:18:00.003+08:00

wuz lying awake on my bed 1 am, thinking about all that happened the last 3 years... have i really changed that much?? a little, innocent, irritating boy.... to now, a... i dont know. pple tell me please, i dont know what i have become.

was i that boy??

BBALL!!

2009-05-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

hahaa finally went bball today at clementi cc with my bro and thrashed some noobs we met there. HAHA. kk Ding Yang msg me prepare for monday sparring wa he's so serious eh i scared alr. :) OMG hope i dont get beaten to crap!!

fighter, is that me??

sweet mother of cheese!

2009-04-30T17:43:00.002+08:00

today was really exciting!! in school not much happened?? but after tat went lot 1 ta pack some goodies to eat at yew tee cc. and reached there after i eat, sparred with zhi hao!! hee hee. Wasn't hurt at all though. He hit no strength, and all on left arm. Could'nt hit him though cos his reach was way longer than me. helped him release some anger. xD

Dear Baby, cheer up i will love you forever dont cry true love lasts till the endd remember??

holy muddy watermelon!!

2009-04-28T15:58:00.003+08:00

man i havent posted for the past few days... xD lots have been happening. lets start with friday!!!! okok we went to Junqian house, me zhihao dingrong, and we watched some sick movie about human pets, where they force woman to strip naked and act like a dog with a collar and sleep in a cage and all tat. Super Disgusting i tell you!!! After like half and hour fast forwarding to the disgusting parts we all feel like we will never want to watch it again. So went down to play pool with the guys, I OWN EVERYBODY!!! okok everybody very funny and started shagging(humping) the pool table the holes whenever someone take a shot haha. Jun Qian started it of course. After tat they went yew tee cc i went home cos at night gota go frens place. kk fast forward to today it sucks cos Jun Qian never come, the guy's sick, and also cos i dont understand a single damn thang in the math test. By the way thanks JOEY you are so encouraging... xD xD ohoh now im separated from xiao sher and xiao faith i feel kinda weird like nobody to help me in work and stuffs. :( oh and also pple pls comment on my haircut. xD Pineapple cheese tart and holy mother sweet cupcakes get well soon Jun Qian!!

HAHA

2009-04-23T17:11:00.002+08:00

okok now is exam period everybody is stress as usual hahaha. Went to alter my pants now very tight tilll cant sit down properly?? HAHA. Yeas, went to Lot 1 with zhihao, junqian, calvin, aloyy, zane for lunch. on bus alot of jw-ing going on. haha. oh yeas, in lot 1 guess which chio bu i saw... xiao Sher with xiao Ra. HAHA. anyways, i realized something. I have so many different faces. one for the guys, one for the girls, one for my family, one for my church, i really dont know which one i really am. in CONFUSION.

wish i had someone to bake cookies for me...

trouble....

2009-04-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

trouble trouble trouble..... this week has been nothing but that. Tues got involved in gangsterism case, wed push some person to the wall his teeth chipped, thurs parents found out, fri supposed caning now postponed. ARGH!!! Ive had it with this effing world and effing dunearn and effing little boys who tell their daddies that somebody want to beat them up. and i dun feel like being an effing gangster anymore, its just to effing hard to handle. EFF EVERYBODY AND EVRYTHING!! eff my life it sucks now.

Hmmmm

2009-04-11T09:04:00.002+08:00

HmmHmm today willl be going out quite abit. Afternoon go fren house study.... Night meet some pples at JP. HAHA. Im a busy man.

its best to forget it all now, best not to look back and be reminded of you

SAD?

2009-04-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

Was blog walking just now. Feeling much better now so i can sit up and use comp!! Well, blog walked into realisation. Something i didnt want to realise either. But i guess i had to face it sooner or later. JQ you may know what im talking about cos you told me bout HER before do you remember... No chance yeas i realised to myself a little too late as i saw the posttt. ohoh, its not S, to clear any misunderstanding pplezzz!!! Yeas, anyway, be seeing you all soon missed you all. anyway, just watched travis barker on youtube and you know what....
HE ROCKS!! Though i can do better, you should have seen me play at..... wait, thats secret. xD

maybe she was never meant to be mine, how could i not have seen it earlier?? wishing i could call you baby

YAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!

2009-04-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

YAY! Nothing wrong with me. Doctor tot it may be meningitis or dengue but went for blood test in the morning and the results were OK!! Okok blood test was kinda pain but didnt cry!! Just scream. No la, it was like stinging then quite cool to see my own blood swirling into the syringe. WOO! CHEAP THRILL!! Yeas, came home to rest. SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!

GOD helped me through, without Him how could i have survived??

sorry

2009-04-08T20:15:00.001+08:00

and ALOY too. xD Forgot to add your name. HAHA

SUPER SICK!!

2009-04-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

Alright, im even more freaking sick now have headache like whole day, jus lying on the bed in pain. Vomited once, good thing was in toilet. Think i will be missing school for the whole week. :( Cant eat much, eat two slice of apple feel like vomiting alr. MISS XIAO SHER, XIAO FAITH, DING RONG, LI JIE, ZHI HAO, JORBEL, CALVIN, JUN QIAN!, GLEN, ELGIN... ALL YOU PPLE.

i deserve this. I've done so many wrong things in my life i knew this was coming sooner or later.

SICK!!

2009-04-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

Today im freaking sick, gave school a miss. Missing XF and XS. Really hating zhihao lijie lenard, squeeze my balls until numbbb. Thurs go orchard with Jorbel?? Fix tuna psp. Got good deal at last!! YAY. LT gonna get beat on wed, when i come school. get ready. Dont want to take this kind of nonsense from you anymore.

stop thinking youre so big, gonna beat the crap out of you.

BORING

2009-04-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much to write bout cept theDAVE call AGAIN.. this time tell me repairs cost 135!!! WTH.... Yeas, nothing much today, went church, now at my beloved aunt house posting on her comm!! Watching MI3 too! Oh yeas, now my church the people tot i join gang WTH WTH. Well, byes pple.

looking forward to tmr!!

HAPPY!! :) sad...:(

2009-04-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

Okok happy and sad news today. Lets start in chronological order!! (so cheem right!! it means start from beginning of day. For benefit of Nicole by the way!!) Morning around 8 went to play bball with my uncle at Singapore Poly. I beat him in one-on-one YAY! Though the last ball very 'smelly'! After that go eat breakfast with him. Came home showered then went out to get mew shoes at imm got nike sneakers YAY! ok yeas THEN when so happy happy alr the stupid DAVE called me said to repair the PSP screen have to pay 125 hard cash!!! WTH WTH!! At first he say 60, then 85, then now 125??!!! WTH WTH WTH. Well, Tuna better give me kisses after i repair this... Well on alighter note... Just now my father wan to eat banana, he took up the bunch and all the bananas drop off!!! Haha so funny i fell on the floor laughing!! When i type not so funny haha. Well today was boring didnt do any funny stuff... :( Maybe wan to pierce with JQ?? SORRY JQ, today cant go swimming. :( Ok, i go pee in lift then!! TATA!! :):):):)

JQ!!!!!

2009-04-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

Today quite nice. School went smoothly me and zhi hao pee on taps in toilet HAHA. In morning bought this windup toy train from mama shop to play in lesson:) It comes with a circular track haha we put on third floor the railing and let the train drop to death HAHA. The casing broke in two xD and in the end the motor with the wheels survived HAHA. Used it to irritate SS teacher, xiao Faith helped too THANKS xiao FAITH!! xiao Sher busy making FkFace in lesson today too haha very funny. Bio was freaking hot cos have to off fan to do the experiment shit. =_= After that end of school went to play bball with dingrong marcus gerald melvin glen for one match then went out with Lao Er to his house. On the way have lots of funny things happen cos we were the jiao wei three(me, Zane, Jun Qian)! haha. At train there they dare me to fall down purposely and when i did some boys laughed at me! haha. Got revenge when they all alighting at chua chu kang and i purposely trip on one of them bustards and fell down HAHA. The boy very scared cos JQ and me stare him he keep apologising to me until the train door almost close!! HAHA. Funny man. Me and JQ crap ourselves laughing in the train!! Alighted at Yew Tee. Saw Linda with some girls!! Later we go buy drinks, come out saw Linda again and one of the girls with her talking with two boys. One of them jitao stare me! It turns out JQ says its one of them that kao bei LJ. OMG. After that Zane say he go cut hair so I went JQ house. OMG he live in penthouse didnt know hes so freaking rich and the lift like comes right up to his house!! Met his mom who spoiled our plans to watch american pie HAHA. She very kind and also very concerned bout JQ wan HAI YOU JQ, your mom so caring you still guai lan her so much. JQ loves to walk around his house in his boxers only and say hello to people from his balcony with his boxers :) After that went to wait for Zane below his block. Got bored and went to another block and anyhow ring the doorbells and run away!! HAHA. I hold lift for JQ and when he spam the doorbell he jitao run in the lift and scream the loudest he can with me before liftdoor close HAHAHAHA. Had one hour to spend waiting for Zane so went another block to spam doorbells!! We bullied a lady she coming to the lift we quickly press close and scream at her HAHA she give us du lan face but we alr close the door just in time HAHA. Well, got bored and ended up sitting in void deck. In the end decided to PS Zane and go to JQ house to play bball. So went to his house again yeas he need to shit urgently so he go to his house the swimming pool changing room toilet ask me accompany him to shit?! So we talked lots while drinking sweettalk and shitting HAHA. Bout whos the prettiest and all that. You know what?? Jun Qian say sherlyn very pretty!! HAHA. After that went to play bball and the court seriously rocks. Some chio bu ask us bout something wanted to get her number but we to hum ji so i jus shouted you very pretty!! After that JQ ask me go with him look for her so spent like one hour wandering about looking for her in the end didnt find her but find out that the swimming pool security guard has porno wall paper on his com WTH WTH WTH SERIOUS we peeked into guardrooom saw the wall paper the guard quickly syand up to block our view and ask us what we want HAHA. OMG, didnt banglas are really as sick as people make them out to be. Yups, went back to the court and played with JQ fren then finally went home HAHA. JQ THANKS FOR PLAYING WITH ME AND JIAO WEI WITH ME AND PEE AND SHIT WITH ME AND BEAT PPLE WITH ME!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!

D'GIG

2009-04-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

Ok lets start with this morning. Bad start... Got in the train and some stupid swiss cottage person stare me. yeas... Then same old school bla bla bla bla then after school play basketball for awhile. Around 4 Lijie ask me go with him to settle the thing. But I dont want cos Ding Yang tell me not to alr. But then he and Glen like tot i jiao wei then after that they say i ham ji all that??? WTH. Then i go with them to bus stop and Lijie last min decide to cab. So have 5 pple including me and Lijie say aiya frederick i think you go home la??? WTH WTH WTH!! I freaking cant stand his stupid nonsense. So went back to school and enjoyed myself at the D'GIG auditions with Aloy, Ding Rong, Ding Yang, Zheng Yang and Jorbel. Haha that was most fun part of day. We challenge each other in psp racing cars HAHA. Oh, Xiao Sher its not your fault!!!! Sang well! Haha. Took bus home with Ding Rong Aloy Ding Yang. Jiao wei alot with them HAHA. Coincidentally we took same bus as Xiao Sher and gang. haha. Ding Yang also found a way to settle the problem. YAY!!

April Fool!!

2009-04-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

Today is my first post!! On April Fools Day too! haha. okok today jun qian very funny me and him act pai kia pretend to beat up people HAHA. Skipped Lit cos it was a relief teacher.:) During that time roam around school finding mischief!! Went to look for Aaron, yesterday he spar with Jeremy at hdb(though i nvr see) and he looks fine though i hear he got pwned by Jeremy. HAHA Ohoh Xiao Faith and Xiao Sher today back to normal, past few days theyve been emo-ing. haha. Yeas, then after school around 4 we went mamashop wait for Zhihao wait wait wait until 5.30!! he still never come out. During that time did lots of stupid dares like walk sapla down the whole road and pretend to show tattoo to shop uncle HAHA. Me and junqian piss at stairs HAHA so funny. Lijie dare me jump down from 2 storey but at the last moment i scared. haha. Yeas, Ding Rong nowadays very very emo, must be having PMS or something... Lijie having some problems too, with outside people. Dont want to talk to much about it here!! xD Having fun being a Gangster!